The Point

It's your style? I'm used to it?
Sorry, it's seriously hurting me..
To be known at last.. After so long time..
Just i covered & recovered well enough..
I assumed..

These reminded me of the past..
where hopes are given & being break..
I wish to forget.. I wish not to be in there anymore..
I willing to do anything..
Please..

Your final offer.. Or perhaps negotiation..
Very strong.. Mighty indeed..
It's like a truth false question answering..
I left it blank, your choice..
Promise..

失望，有时候也是一种幸福，
因为有所期待所以才会失望。
因为有爱，才会有期待，
所以纵使失望，也是一种幸福，
虽然这种幸福有点痛。

恢恢的星期二下午

关系越亲密的人
越容易有些情绪的对立

Postgraduate?

Lately have been thinking about plan after graduate from current degree..
For Postgraduate Study in USM,I'm currently interested in:

1. 

2. 

3. 

All these is coursework based which can be finished in 2 - 3 semesters..
And need to be financial independent..

So, if decided to further study, now have to start earning & saving money for the master degree then!!!
Anywhere, earns the fund first no matter how.. Hehehe..

Semester Break: To Do List

TO DO LIST
Many things happened previously in my life
which caused me to let down or delay some of the school works and assignments..
Starting tomorrow will be the time to catch back everything to its way!!

1. NCP s s s
2. OPD Presentation Slides
3. Presented Case Report
4. Non-Presented Case Report
5. Simple Survey on CKD - SPSS Data Analysis + Methodology
6. Dietitian's Assignment on Low Protein Products (Noodles Session)

第一次

01/11/11
一个很漂亮的日子
藏有预谋的策划
很兴奋地被自己的胡言乱语给典当掉了
去那再找个01/11/11呢？

误会
总是棘手的
我只是开玩笑地讲 可没想到你会这么介意 对不起
但这却证明了你很在意我对你的想法
我只想要肯定你的思想
因为有时候你的思维或许比别人前卫了些 奇怪了些
之所以追问那么多
是想找出以前问题的所在
好让历史没机会再发生在我们身上

你说我介意过去
我真的没有 但 是有些好奇
好奇你以前是这么一路走来的
好奇做么以前有了另一半却断了线
好奇做么你会放弃之前的 而选择我这帅又不帅 又不能用的男生
好奇你会不会有一天会抛下我 走回以前那条路
请原谅好奇的我
因为 我更在意的是未来

只是你太会隐藏了
又不说出来 自己承受
我只好慢慢地挖掘 慢慢地探索

一整天
一直想找个机会和你解释
在Clinic时
在Cafe时
在Library时
就像你常说的 - 天时 地利 人和
我手上一个都没有

其实不管发生什么事也好
在冷静下来后都要摊开来讲
别收在心里 一个人承受
因为对方永远不会知道那些躲藏在你心里的想法
而你也不知道自己的想法是否如对方所想的

我很简单的
要的也不多
只要你爱我

最后 送上 龚柯允 - 简单的我......

那种喜欢到不行的感觉

昨天，听人说 。。。。
那种喜欢到不行的感觉 。
突然感到好心酸 。

那种 喜欢到不行的那种感觉是什么？
就是可以为了她，不给自己留余地 。

不会再让别人 进入到自己的心里。
有种冲动 想好好保护她，甚至一生一世 。
当然，一生一世这种事情 谁也说不准，他们都知道。
但是，至少那一刻他是认真的 。 没有一点欺骗 。

这种感觉 , 对他来说，很熟悉却又很排撤。
很想再拥有这种感觉 却又害怕自己得不到想要的
最终 伤的 痛的 哭的
是他自己

那她呢？

阿婆

21/10/11
晚上9点多在Bagan Datoh，Perak朋友家接到老豆的电话说阿婆没气了。
空气顿时感觉沉重了。
‘快送她去医院Emergency啊！’
‘叫了ambulance’
‘还叫ambulance？！来不及了啦！’
‘阿婆已经没气一阵子了。’
盖了电话，走回屋里忍着与朋友家人说说笑笑。
过了几分钟。。电话再响起。。
‘阿婆没有了。。’ 9.20pm
我在屋外忍着那控制不了的眼泪夺眶而出。
擦擦眼泪走回屋里当着没一回事地谈天。
可是还是被她发现了。
回到房里，好想大哭一场的，可是又不想再她面前哭，只好忍通宵。

22/10/11
早上睡迟了，赶啊！巴士不等人啦！
还好赶得及。
搭着10个小时的巴士赶回家。又闷又累。
5点多就到了家，冲个凉就去了佛教会看婆婆。
大部分的家人都到齐了，除了大伯一家要从Melbourne赶机回马。

23/10/11
念诵大悲咒
守夜时梦到阿婆

24/10/11
治丧仪式
出殡至Kampung Dalam火化场，Tumpat
涌经
火化

在火化炉关上门之前，强忍的眼泪终于标了出来！
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧 不是罪
再强的人也有权利去疲惫
微笑背后若只剩心碎
做人何必撑得那么狼狈

25/10/11
骨核入灵塔仪式
遗产规划

27/10/11
头七

短短的百多天内就连续失去了人生中最疼爱我的两个人
那伤感 那心痛 那寂寞 那感觉
Huuuuuuu~

随喜赞叹，欢喜祝福

为了追求快乐，
而把快乐建筑在别人的痛苦上，
便会受到怨恨的困扰，
而无法摆脱怨恨。

-佛陀-

Trust

Trusted..
For the first time although it's just a small little thing..

You may not always TRUST the person you LOVE!
But you can always LOVE the person whom you TRUST!

精华 - 我们，还能再见吗？

遗憾，是戴着感伤面具的幸福；
虽然它不堪完美，却比赤裸的幸福更叫人刻骨铭心。

染发比烫发，更像恋爱。
同一种相处的方式，效果如何却因人而异。
每一次的约会、每一段感情，都叫人既期待，又怕受伤害！
只不过，有时候我伤害人、有时候我被别人伤害。

付出的感情并不容易控制分量，
得到的也不会和失去的成正比。
当我们爱得愈深、付出的愈多，
就愈不容许结果和预期之间有任何误差。

爱情需要很多的恰合才能造就；
但是，很多的恰合未必能造就爱情。

我的心，一直等着一个女孩。
每天，我都默默地对她喊着；欢迎光临！
会不会，有一个晚上，
她真的出现在我的面前？

爱情是个奇妙的东西，
当我觉得几乎完全没希望时，
唯一的选择就是坚持下去，认真守候。
当我发现它已经近在咫尺，就会想要得到更多。

所有因为爱所造成的伤害，
惟有用更大的爱才能弥补。

把小爱化为大爱；
就算不能被爱也会幸福。

能够永无止尽地被爱，是幸福；
能够不计得失地付出爱，是奢华的幸福。

在人与人的互动中，
只要其中一方有牺牲的感觉，彼此就会不快乐！

放下对别人的怨恨，可以减轻自己的负担。

关系愈亲密的人，
愈容易有情绪的对立。

真正掏空我的，
其实是这段旋转不到终点的感情。

这里是最接近爱情的地方，却也距离我要的爱情最远。
会不会缘分的开始与结束，都在同一个地点？

Exciting September

I'm so excited today as i bought number of cheap tickets for traveling after finish my degree study..

Vacation A: Laos Backpack [Alone]
KUL - VTE 10 July 2012
VTE - KUL 17 July 2012
KUL - KBR 18 July 2012

Luang Prabang

Vang Vieng

Vacation B: Cambodia + Thailand [7 Pax Group]
KBR - KUL 08 August 2012
KUL - PNH 09 August 2012
Expected return to Malaysia on 21 August 2012 by railway from Bangkok.

Angkor Wat

Tonle Sap Lake

Wat Arun

Floating Market

Ayutthaya Kingdom

p/s: Money also Every Ringgit Can FLY..

"Discharged"

Today evening went to Neuro ICU for clerk cases..
There's 1 particular case which had my attention and feel..

The male patient is diagnosed with right middle cerebral artery (MCA) territory infarct + unconfirmed low grade glioma with high urea & creatinine.

The moment we checked on his GCS was 15 with orally intake written in ICU chart.. Then our supervised dietitian told us that GCS was only 2T.. The staff nurses are helping him with putting his cloth in.. Three blur blur trainees wonder why?

We asked.. Our supervised dietitian told us that the patient was going to discharge.. With inverted comma.. We got blurred.. I think i know the hidden meaning.. That kind of familiar feeling i had last time.. Two of my friends were still wondering..

Then the dietitian showed us the doctor note in the medical folder with the remark of DIL (Danger In Life).. "Patient with this remark seldom will have positive outcome.. But we still plan feeding for them.. Who know? Maybe they can recover one day." Said the supervised dietitian..

I SUPER LIKE her words & attitude loz! 

After chit chat with the staff nurse, we knew that the patient requested to wear cloth as he is recovering well able to take food orally.. And so suddenly he went coma with the GCS dropped to 2T only.. The nurses were helping to cloth on as this may can be his last word.. The GCS improved to 3T when we leaving..

Pray for you man!

He reminded me of my late grandpa..
I visited him the night before he passed away..

He asked me to feed him with chicken essential as he also having problem with feeding.. But still able to tolerate low concentration fluid.. I looked at him.. He still able to talk softly with me.. Kind of recovering well.. When i'm going to left, he keep his eyes on me.. I had a kind of weird feeling that time.. Like he don't want me to left or something to say to me.. But i didn't turned back as my dad rushed me over.. Haizzz.. I should stay that time!
Next day morning, he passed away after seeing my uncle who fly all the way back from Melbourne.. Maybe this is what people called ‘回光返照’..  

Life is so short..

You won't know when it end..

Appreciated when you are still breathing! 

爱的OS

爱情，从来不是明知不可为而为之。
这点道理，是我受过很多伤、流过很多泪，才有的体会。
我曾经为爱付出很多努力，以为真诚可以感动天。

后来，我发现我错得很离谱。
爱情，就是这么回事吧！
先说爱的人，总是先输一半。

Rx之戀

Rx之戀
又名《小丑與公主》。
罕有以藥劑師為背景的小說。
主角乃就讀藥劑系的大學生，以小丑為名號，邂逅冷若冰霜的冰山公主。
被冰山公主的冷漠所吸引，一步步走進公主的心門，最後卻發覺她不為人知的過去。
而主角身處於半成熟的年齡，對愛情兩個字始終懵懂，屢戰屢敗。
從別人身上看見愛情應有的態度，最後也明白人生如藥理這個道理。
《如果我這一輩子等的就是這場戀愛，那我願意用我這一生去等待。》
集愛情/友情/搞笑/浪漫元素，文藝小說。

流

關詩敏

最近看了几集的华人星光大道。。
迷上了關詩敏。。
一个15岁的美籍华裔小女生，超棒的歌声，纯净、真诚、动人！！！
更重要的是人也超甜美的！！！

關詩敏: A Moment Like This

關詩敏: 記得

關詩敏: 聽說愛情回來過

關詩敏: 千言萬語

關詩敏: Don't stop

關詩敏 夜夜夜夜

關詩敏: 夢醒時分

海南咖啡文化点滴

“吃咖啡”是海南人由来已久的生活方式。海南并非咖啡的发源地，却拥有种植、加工咖啡的资源优势与加工优势。

在海南方言，“吃”字用法很广 ,北方方言叫“喝酒”，海南方言叫“吃酒”；北方方言叫喝水解渴，海南方言叫“吃渴”；北方方言叫“喝茶”，海南方言叫“吃茶”；北方方言叫“喝咖啡”，海南方言则叫“吃咖啡”或“吃哥B黑”（即吃黑咖啡）。并非海南人注重吃，也并非用词不准确，因为在汉语词典中，“吃”除了表示“通过咀嚼后吞咽”也有“包括吸流质食品”的意思。

“世界上最好的咖啡产自北纬１５度至北回归线之间。最佳的咖啡产地不是哥伦比亚、土耳其、印度尼西亚，而是中国的海南北部和云南南部。那里的咖啡浓而不苦、香而不烈，且带一点果味”——这是权威人士的权威评价。

听到海南咖啡，可千万别以为它是早年海南先辈从海南岛带下南洋的。其实，恰恰相反，海南岛上的咖啡，最早是由文昌华侨从南洋带回当地种植的，历史大约可追溯至上世纪初，也就是1900年代的初期。

众所周知，咖啡的原产地是在非洲的埃塞俄比亚。后来传至中东地区，成为阿拉伯人当作提神醒脑、补充精力，甚至医治疾病的药用饮料。到了15世纪，咖啡才渐渐成为大众饮料，广泛流行于回教世界。1615年威尼斯商人将咖啡带入意大利，才开始在欧洲流行开来。

起初，阿拉伯人为了垄断咖啡市场，都坚持禁止咖啡种子出口，并制定严明的法律加以控制。但此保护网却被当时世界上最强大的殖民国家荷兰给突破，荷兰人偷偷将咖啡种子运出戒备森严的摩卡港，送回荷兰试种，并在殖民印度尼西亚后，于1699年在爪哇岛上种植咖啡，把它运回欧洲，以谋取厚利，以致目前印度尼西亚仍是世界上第四大咖啡出口国。

所以说，最初在南洋种植咖啡的是荷兰人，当年海南先辈们下南洋时，当地已有咖啡了。但为何会出现“海南咖啡”这名词呢？这就关系到海南人下南洋的历史了。

相对于潮州、福建等其它方言族群，海南人算是较迟南下的一批，在各行业已被其它籍贯人士占据分工之后，能选择的职业显然有限，为求生计，许多早期南下者只好在洋人及富裕西化的娘惹（混血）峇峇家庭当帮佣或担任厨师工作。

根据1911年及1931年的人口普查，报告书上分别记载“海南人为华人中最具语言天份的方言群”，以及“他们多为家庭帮佣，尤其欧人家庭帮佣中，十有九人是海南人”。显见海南人与洋人社会的关系密切，进而连在英军军营及政府机关里负责料理伙食的，也几乎全是海南人。

也正因为这历史关系，多少影响了海南人后来出来自立门户时从事咖啡店的经营模式，像把洋人早餐吃面包喝咖啡的习惯，以及英国人那根深柢固的下午茶文化给普及开来，而渐渐演变成本土别具风格的咖啡店（Kopitiam）文化。

所以，早年南洋一带开咖啡店的多数是海南人，连同相关行业如炒咖啡粉、开面包厂的也多是他们的同乡。只要一提起咖啡，便会想到海南人，因此“海南咖啡”一词便应运而生。

南洋咖啡粉有其独特的制作方法，这归功于海南先辈们整合了西式咖啡的烘焙技术，加上成本考虑，并融合本地人的口味喜好，研发出咖啡豆中加入其它“杂质”如牛油、白糖、芝麻、玉米等同炒的炭炒咖啡方式。更因为所加的“杂质”成份比例以及咖啡豆的种类各有不同，因此南洋一带，海南咖啡的口味有很多。以马来西亚为例，13个州都有其各自的风味个性，而且每州又分为多种口味，品尝起来更显多元精彩。

近十多年来崛起的“白咖啡”，其实也是海南“高比”的一种，强调低温方式烘焙，炒时不放白糖，所以成品颜色较淡，焦糖味减少，故称为“白咖啡”。

煮咖啡的器具与方法，古老而传统。一个铜壶，一只过滤咖啡渣的布袋；将布袋置于壶中，把咖啡粉放入烫热了的袋中，以滚水冲泡，再把铜壶放在火上煮片刻，咖啡特有的香味便随着袅袅上升的热气而弥漫。

古今中外，咖啡的吃法，有单一的咖啡，有加牛奶的咖啡，有加糖的咖啡，有不加糖的咖啡。叫法则因地而异。单一的咖啡，红毛叫Black Coffee（即黑咖啡），香港叫“斋啡”，海南叫“咖啡黑”；加牛奶的咖啡，红毛叫White Coffee（白咖啡），香港叫“奶啡”，海南则叫“奶滴”。

为什么马来语叫‘kopi’？

高比误！

那时南洋的华人发不出Coffee的音，海南方言feel不出个音来，就只能勉强发出“pi”声来代替了。这就是海南咖啡“kopi”的来历吧！

开玩笑?!

她在我的电脑前面走来走去已很多圈了。。
我：做什么？
她：我要喝啦！（指着YokoYoko)
我：不能喝！喝做么？
她：你现在做么酱？越来越坏！以前我几sayang你，现在每天大声跟我讲话。呼~
我：（拿着YokoYoko），这个是什么？你每次拿来搽脚的。记得吗？
她：我那里记得？！我老了。
我：我现在嘛跟你讲咯！你不是老，你只是一下忘记。
她：（跟我要YokoYoko）
我：这个是拿来搽脚搽手的。（收起YokoYoko）
她：你做么酱？那里可以拿老人家来开玩笑的？不要以为我忘记就拿我来开玩笑。叫我喝，要我死么？（重复‘以前我几sayang你，现在越来越坏。’）
我：。。。。。。（一时blur，analysis不到她的话）
她：（重复‘以前我几sayang你，现在什么也不能，越来越坏，不听话。’）
我：我讲不能喝啦！那里有叫你喝啦？！
她：（重复‘你做么酱？那里可以拿老人家来开玩笑的？’）
我：不用喝啦！不用喝啦！那里有人叫你喝啦！（声音大了，有点火大了，不管她了）
她：（重复‘你做么酱？那里可以拿老人家来开玩笑的？以前我几sayang，现在每天大声跟我讲话，越来越坏了！’）
我：（Geram!)
幸好我妈上来了。她就跟我妈讲故事。。Zzzzz。。。

天天都有故事上演，这只是其中有趣的一个，还越来越多pattern。。搞到好累哦！
希望我以后不会酱咯！
开玩笑？！
哭笑不得！

Next Destination -> Laos & Thai

Last Trip Before 21 December 2012

Estimated Departure [Out-Malaysia] Date:  16 July 2012
Estimated Arrival [In-Malaysia] Date: 3 August 2012

Cites:
Vientiane, Laos
Luang Prabang, Laos
Vang Vieng, Laos
Udon Thani, Thailand
Chiang Mai, Thailand
Chiang Rai, Thailand
Bangkok, Thailand
and all the cities pass through by railway from Chiang Mai till Butterworth, Penang..

书单

刚刚吃饱晚餐闲着没事做，打开好久没开的书橱一看 - 哇！！！
好乱哦！
就收拾下。
结果发现有好多书我买了自己还没看过，给妈妈和弟弟先看掉的。
希望在一个月时间里把它们解决掉！如果可能！哈哈
如下：

Tuesdays With Morrie - Mitch Albom
玩火的女孩 - Stieg Larsson
我们，还能再见吗？ - 吴若权
杀手*价值连城的幸运 - 九把刀
喜悦，顺流而行 - 何权峰
爱，不是你以为的那样 - 何权峰
不是路已走到尽头，而是该转弯了 - 何权峰
心灵鸡汤智慧全集[最新版] - 裴玲
用心领悟，活在当下 - 林庆昭
当你不能享受孤寂，你注定无路可去 - 凌西
租来的人生 - 吴淡如

p/s：有兴趣者可向我借取阅读,距离允许为前提 :)

Childhood Obesity

2 kids came to the shop for their breakfast at about 10am..
Kid A: I want 4 pieces of roti bakar kahwin!
My Mom: Each people 2 pieces right?
Kid A: No la! I'm alone want 4 pieces roti bakar and milo beng and 2 half boiled eggs..
Kid B: I want milo beng and half boiled eggs too.. I want to eat nasi lemak..
My Mom: Ok ok.. Go find a seat first.. Food and drink will be there shortly..
Me: Why they eat so much?
My Mom: They always order like that.. Biasa..
Me: No wonder now so many childhood obesity.. Eat too much..
My Mom: You also 2 X 5 last time..
Me: At least i no eat half boiled eggs..
My Mom: Because you don't eat.. If u eat, u will be like them..
Me: Zzzzzzz..

永别 - 阿公

02/07/11
阿公入院

07/07/11
9.30am
逝于Hospital Pakar Perdana, Kota Bharu
Cause of Death: Severe Aortic Stenosis with Cardiac Arrythmias & Acute Coronary Syndrome
1.30pm
入官于巴西马佛教会
3.30pm
全家人难言别就地把丧讯告诉阿婆
8.30pm
念诵大悲咒
11.30am - 7.30am
守夜

08/07/11
Nothing special to be noted

09/07/11
9.30am
治丧仪式
11.00am
出殡至Kampung Dalam火化场，Tumpat
涌经
火化
2.00pm
午餐

10/07/11
11.30am
骨核入灵塔仪式

11/07/11
遗产规划

13/07/11
头七

14/07/11
阿婆入院 - 过渡伤心+轻微中风+低血糖+血管性痴呆

17/07/11
阿婆出院

03/08/11
四七

24/08/11
七七

07/09/11
灵牌落成

My Food Service Practical Schedule [UMMC BESTA]

Jabatan	Tajuk Objektif	Jangka masa
Pembelian 24 Mei – 28 Mei 2011 Cik Norlia	Prosedur pembelian, penerimaan, penyimpanan dan pengeluaran barang.            Pengurusan stor dan kawalan (minimum dan maksimum stok)            Inventori bahan makanan dan peralatan dalam stor.            Badjet, system pembelian, spesifikasi bahan makanan dan peralatan, pemilihan tender dan kontraktor.            Pengenalan, aplikasi dan implementasi.            Keselamatan makanan dan keselamatan kakitangan.	5 hari Minggu 1
Dapur 30 Mei – 8 Jun 2011 Chef Azhar	Prosedur pemesanan, penerimaan dan penyediaan bahan mentah.            Mengenalpasti peralatan / radas yang digunakan untuk setiap bahagian (pemotongan dan memasak).            Proses pra-penyediaan bagi sayur, ikan dan daging.            Proses memasak di ‘hot & cold kitchen’.            Program kebersihan dan penjadualan.            Standard resipi & perancangan produksi.            Analisis kos.	9 hari Minggu 2 & 3
PSD 9 Jun – 18 Jun 2011 Cik Che Wan Norhaziyah & Cik Izza	Jenis diet dan jenis menu.            Pemesanan diet pesakit dan memproses order.            Proses pemporsian makanan (plating).            Penghantaran dan penghidangan makanan.            Maklumat nutrisi.            Jenis troli dan wad.            Perancangan menu.            Pengawalan inventori.            Prosedur aduan.	9 hari Minggu 3 & 4
Laporan & Pembentangan 20 Jun – 24 Jun 2011	Penyediaan laporan dan pembentangan.	5 hari Minggu 5
Pengurusan & Pentadbiran 25 Jun 2011 Pn. Azuwin &  Pn.Mardiana	Orientasi mengenai  falsafah, objektif, hieraki dan fungsi organisasi.            Prosedur pengambilan pekerja, kad kedatangan dan peraturan.            Pengenalan kepada system perkhidmatan makanan.            Pengenalan kepada ketua jabatan dan lawatan di dalam dapur.	1 hari Minggu 5
Sanitasi, Peraturan Makanan & Keselamatan Makanan 27 Jun – 1 Julai 2011 Cik Nur Fareeza	Penggunaan CCP di dalam perkhidmatan makanan.            Mengenalpasti bahaya dan pengurusan system penilaian tahap risiko.	5 hari Minggu 6

一个人出走

Lately, i had been reading a lots on backpack travel and end of world..
Suddenly have a plan on my mind..

If......
The Judgement Day on 21st May 2011
and 2012 Apocalypse on 21st December 2012 didn't happen..
I will continue my studies till graduation
and having 1-2 months of backpack travel before searching for jobs or further studying..

Where to go? Asia? Europe? Africans?

To achieve that, i need to have sufficient financial support..
Hmm.. About RM5,000 - RM8,000?
How to earn those money in 1 year time?
All is ??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!

Holidays Plan

Yeaaaaaahh.. Longest Semester Break Ever!!! 4 months..

Holidays Plan:
1. New Phone - SE Xperia X10 [DONE]
2. Bethany Home Day Visit, Teluk Intan, Perak [CANCELLED]
3. Food Service Placement at Universiti Malaya Medical Centre (UMMC) [DONE]
4. June-End Trip - Penang [CANCELLED]
5. July-End Trip - Kuching + MDA Conference [DONE]
6. August-End Trip - Johor [CANCELLED]

Plan will remain plan but I will try my best to achieve it..


Points to be cleared: 
- Many people suggesting I'm rich.. Sorry, I'm not, I wish to be rich anyway.. Haa..
- I'm just on my way to use up my saving as 2012 is approaching..
- Whether 2012 coming or not, I'm benefiting from the spending and travelling.. Hee..

其实..

我要的并不是那声声的对不起，
而是你说‘没关系，我不去’
虽然我知道我的想法很不实际，
可是就在那边期望着那0.01%的机会。
当然结果还是一如往常地是那99.99%啦。

参杂着一些些失望，我还是开心的。
第一次。
只缺少了些许完美感。
如有下次，希望会更完美。

请、别让我等来一场空

不知道为什么

也不知道是哪来的勇气与坚持

想对自己执着一次

第一次、哪怕就这一次

既然我说了要等你

我就会用心地等下去

心酸痛苦我都可以承受

无论最后结果如何

哪怕是你已转身选择了他人

哪怕是我已不再爱你了

现在

我也会努力坚持我决定的一切

三个字的承诺

我能维持多久呢？

至少现在我还相信

我知道你也在努力

我知道所有等待都是有各自的意义的

但请、别让我等来一场空

我不想我们的故事没有结局

我等的那个人、你听见了么？

Dinner with me please?

W: Invite me to dinner M..
M: What?
.......
M: Would you like to have dinner?
W: Women don't like questions..
M: Huh.....
M: Join me for dinner..
W: Too demanding..
M: Join me for dinner?
W: Another question..
M: I'm having dinner.. If you'd care to join me..
W: Mmm..

Is it so hard to say yes? Or other reasons?

Quoted from The Tourist 2010

Happiness

No one is in control of your happiness but you; therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change.

One should never direct people towards happiness, because happiness too is an idol of the market-place. One should direct them towards mutual affection. A beast gnawing at its prey can be happy too, but only human beings can feel affection for each other, and this is the highest achievement they can aspire to.

If only we'd stop trying to be happy we'd have a pretty good time.

The best remedy for those who are afraid, lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere where they can be quiet, alone with the heavens, nature and God. Because only then does one feel that all is as it should be and that God wishes to see people happy, amidst the simple beauty of nature.

You can never get enough of what you don't need to make you happy.

The true way to render ourselves happy is to love our work and find in it our pleasure.

The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for.

Consider the following. We humans are social beings. We come into the world as the result of others' actions. We survive here in dependence on others. Whether we like it or not, there is hardly a moment of our lives when we do not benefit from others' activities. For this reason it is hardly surprising that most of our happiness arises in the context of our relationships with others.

Love is a condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.

There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.

SO..

She Happy = You Happy = I Happy?

Hmmmmmmm....

Ho Chi Minh City Day 2

Day 2:
Wake up at 5am local time (6am Malaysia time).. Breakfast at 6am.. Nice Vietnamese breakfast.. Eat a lots because got pork and beef.. haha..

After breakfast, we move to Cu Chi Tunnel where it is a must go in Ho Chi Minh but still many of their citizen never been there because of the entrance fee (80000 dong = RM12 = USD4) which is quite high for local people which their average monthly income is USD100+ for lower level and USD300+ for medical doctor while USD6000+ for bank manager.. The range of income is too wide for low income and high income group..

Cu Chi was an important base during the American War, because of its strategic location. The Vietcong built a 200km long network of tunnels connecting command posts, hospitals, shelter and weapon factories. Dug out of hand late rite by hand tools without the use of cement, this amazing network was never discovered by the Americans.

1st experience in handling gun and shooting - 1st gun in my life: AK47, not this phto ya..

 American Tank

 Traps used during war time

 Entering tunnel

 Food Vietnamese used to eat during war time

After lunch i had a funny and embarrassed day with David.. huhu..
First, we had a visit to War Museum..

Then, we went to the Centre Post Office, City Hall and Notre Dame Cathedral at the town center by our own..
Because the tour guide don't want to drop us down since most of us wanted to go shopping..
So, we played explorace from the dropping point to the Notre Dame Cathedral, we went in to the church which with French architecture as it was built on 1880..

Center Post Office of Ho Chi Minh City

Internal view of Centre Post Office

Place where we can make phone call to overseas with lower price

 Church

After visiting, we went to eat baked banana at roadside by an old aunty and buy a coconut drink from another aunty from opposite stall.. Then me and david been cheated by the aunty for 100000dong for 2 coconut which should be about 10000dong normally.. haizzz..

People Committee Hall

At night, we went to Ben Thanh night market to 'sapu' souvenirs for friends and relatives.. The first time having contact with those Vietnamese sellers make me feel like they are very 'friendly' and 'desperate' to sell you their stuffs.. They will put your hand or bag when you are leaving and keep give discount to you only to let you buy what they sell.. Different situation in Malaysia.. haha..

Example of conversation:

Me: How much this?

Vg: 10 dollar..

Me: 6 dollar..

Vg: No.. 8 dollar..

Me: Don't want la.. (walk away)

Vg:  U.. 7 dollar ok? (yelling)

Me: ..... (keep walk away)

Vg: Sir.. Sir.. (chasing me).. Maximum how much you can give? (Pulling my hand)

Me: 6 dollar.. (keep walking forward)

Vg: 7 dollar sir.. very cheap..

Me: ..... (keep walking forward)

Vg: Ok..

Me: ... (keep walking)

Vg: Sir.. You.. 6 dollar.. (Yelling)

Me: ok ok..

p/s: i a bit evil huh.. haa.. 

After shopping.. we went for drink coffee although i very seldom drink coffee in Malaysia..

But the coffee is Vietnam is different taste than those in Malaysia..

One lifestyle i noted from here is Vietnamese like to sit on small chair beside roadside to enjoy their food or drinks.. So most of the coffee shop is at junction or roundabout which can see the traffic while enjoying their food or drink..

After coffee, went back hotel for my 3 star bed.. haa.. End of 2nd day in Saigon..