愛一個人好難

妳說妳還需要時間 其實妳怕被我看穿
妳怕屬於我們的船 漂漂蕩蕩靠不了岸

事到如今沒有答案 我的真心為妳牽絆
不管相見時多麼難堪 簡簡單單的說
愛是不愛

想要把妳忘記真的不可能 思念的痛在我心裡糾纏
朝朝暮暮的期盼 永遠沒有答案

聽妳說聲愛我真的好難
曾經說過的話風吹雲散
站在天秤的兩端 一樣的為難
唯一的答案
愛一個人好難！

25th HandiCamp - Annual Camp for Severelly Handicapped Children and Adults

This was the most memorable camp i ever join in my life. I learned a lot during the camp and experienced many things i never try in my life before. I believed that what i experienced in there surely will give some effect in my life later.

The camp was held on 16th - 18th June of 2010 in Bethany Home. Bethany Home was the place where i undergo my community service for 6 weeks. For your information, Bethany Home's policy is to encourage and support people with a disability to live within their families and community. It aims to equip them with skills needed to become as independent as possible and contributing members of that community.

The aim of this annual camp is to provide time away from home in a camp like environment that is safe and suitable for our more severely disabled students. The volunteer ratio for this camp is two student to three volunteers, this being a more intensive caring situation for volunteers whereby the students are not to be left unsupervised at any time night or day.

Programme List

16/6/2010
08.30am  Registration
09.15am  Welcome Address & Briefing
10.00am  Tea Break
10.30am  Handicapped Games
12.00pm  Break
12.30pm  Lunch
02.00pm  Prepare for Group Presentation
02.45pm  Sand Castle Competition
03.30pm  Tea Break
04.00pm  Facial Painting / Messy.. Messy.. Messy..
05.00pm  Swimming
06.30pm  Dinner
07.30pm  Prepare for Group Presentation
08.30pm  Understanding about Special Needs People
09.30pm  For Tomorrow
11.00pm  Light Off


17/6/2010
07.00am Wake Up Call
08.00am  Healthy Morning & Breakfast
08.30am  Leave Bethany Home for Teluk Intan
12.30pm  Leave Teluk Intan for Bethany Home
02.00pm  Creative Art 1
03.00pm  Tea Break
03.30pm  Creative Art 2
04.15pm  Fishing
05.00pm  Break
06.00pm  Dinner
07.00pm  Party Preparation
07.30pm  Hand in Hand
11.00pm  Light Off


18/6/2010
07.00am  Wake Up Call
08.00am  Healthy Morning & Breakfast
09.00am  Leave Bethany Home for Ipoh
04.00pm  Leave Ipoh for Bethany Home

In the camp, i had been assigned to take care of 2 students with others 3 volunteers who are the staffs of Bethany Home. The students are Thinakaran & Chun Hai. Thinakaran is physical disabled due to muscle palsy while Chun Hai is down syndrome. However, i take more responsibility on Thinakaran as i'm the only guy in the group.

Why i said this is the memorable camp i joined ever?
- Here, i had my first wheel chair using experience and played games with it.
- Here, i went out for outing with disabled person for the first time.
- Here, i carried a person up to the Leaning Tower of Teluk Intan for the first time.
- Here, i been poured by urine into my face for the first time when helping Thinakaran to pee.
- Here, i bathed disabled person for the first time.
- Here, i knew many people from all over the world & build up relationships with them
- Here, i understand the toughness faced by all these disabled person and the help we can give.
- Here, i understand that no matter how hard the road in front, you have to go through it with courage!

 Sand Castle Competition

Handicapped Games

25th HandiCamp's Best Volunteer Award Holder & her 'daughter'

Fishing in Swimming Pool

Party Night

靈魂缺口

昨晚
在收拾書櫥的儅兒
翻閲了籐井樹的夏日之詩。。

久別了的小説劇情在腦海里蕩漾
唯吸引我目光的是這段 - 靈魂缺口

。。。

靈魂就像一塊蛋糕，四四方方的
你愛過一個人，你就會分出一部分的靈魂給她
像是蛋糕剝去了一小片
如果她也愛你，那麼她就會分出一部分的靈魂給你
像是給你一小片蛋糕

這一來一往之間,那一小片蛋糕的施與受
總是會讓你的靈魂恢復原狀
如果你愛上的人並不愛你
那麼你的靈魂，就會出現缺口

因為已經給出去的靈魂,永遠要不回來了