不是因為寂寞才想你

相遇在人海 聚散在重逢之外
醒來的窗臺 等著月光灑下來
不用太傷懷 相信緣分依然在
讓時鐘它慢慢搖 滴滴嗒嗒等你來

看雲水漂流 看著落葉被帶走
淚濕的枕頭 枕幹潮濕的溫柔
等到下一個春秋 等到秋葉被紅透
讓那指針慢慢走 停在花開的時候

不是因為寂寞才想你 只是因為想你才寂寞
當淚落下的時候 所有風景都沈默
因為有你愛所以寬容 因為思念時光走得匆匆
月光輕輕 把夢偷走
所有無眠的夜 想你夠不夠

詞/曲：張超

Fate

Sometimes fate is like a small sandstorm that keeps changing directions. You change direction but the sandstorm chases you. You turn again, but the storm adjusts. Over and over you play this out, like some ominous dance with death just before dawn. Why? Because this storm isn't something that blew in from far away, something that has nothing to do with you. This storm is you. Something inside of you. So all you can do is give in to it, step right inside the storm, closing your eyes and plugging up your ears so the sand doesn't get in, and walk through it, step by step. There's no sun there, no moon, no direction, no sense of time. Just fine white sand swirling up into the sky like pulverized bones. That's the kind of sandstorm you need to imagine. 

An you really will have to make it through that violent, metaphysical, symbolic storm. No matter how metaphysical or symbolic it might be, make no mistake about it: it will cut through flesh like a thousand razor blades. People will bleed there, and you will bleed too. Hot, red blood. You'll catch that blood in your hands, your own blood and the blood of others. 

And once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won't be the same person who walked in. That's what this storm's all about.

Kafka on the Shore - Haruki Murakami

A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

Youtube Video of A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

The Point

It's your style? I'm used to it?
Sorry, it's seriously hurting me..
To be known at last.. After so long time..
Just i covered & recovered well enough..
I assumed..

These reminded me of the past..
where hopes are given & being break..
I wish to forget.. I wish not to be in there anymore..
I willing to do anything..
Please..

Your final offer.. Or perhaps negotiation..
Very strong.. Mighty indeed..
It's like a truth false question answering..
I left it blank, your choice..
Promise..

失望，有时候也是一种幸福，
因为有所期待所以才会失望。
因为有爱，才会有期待，
所以纵使失望，也是一种幸福，
虽然这种幸福有点痛。

恢恢的星期二下午

关系越亲密的人
越容易有些情绪的对立

Postgraduate?

Lately have been thinking about plan after graduate from current degree..
For Postgraduate Study in USM,I'm currently interested in:

1. 

2. 

3. 

All these is coursework based which can be finished in 2 - 3 semesters..
And need to be financial independent..

So, if decided to further study, now have to start earning & saving money for the master degree then!!!
Anywhere, earns the fund first no matter how.. Hehehe..

Semester Break: To Do List

TO DO LIST
Many things happened previously in my life
which caused me to let down or delay some of the school works and assignments..
Starting tomorrow will be the time to catch back everything to its way!!

1. NCP s s s
2. OPD Presentation Slides
3. Presented Case Report
4. Non-Presented Case Report
5. Simple Survey on CKD - SPSS Data Analysis + Methodology
6. Dietitian's Assignment on Low Protein Products (Noodles Session)

第一次

01/11/11
一个很漂亮的日子
藏有预谋的策划
很兴奋地被自己的胡言乱语给典当掉了
去那再找个01/11/11呢？

误会
总是棘手的
我只是开玩笑地讲 可没想到你会这么介意 对不起
但这却证明了你很在意我对你的想法
我只想要肯定你的思想
因为有时候你的思维或许比别人前卫了些 奇怪了些
之所以追问那么多
是想找出以前问题的所在
好让历史没机会再发生在我们身上

你说我介意过去
我真的没有 但 是有些好奇
好奇你以前是这么一路走来的
好奇做么以前有了另一半却断了线
好奇做么你会放弃之前的 而选择我这帅又不帅 又不能用的男生
好奇你会不会有一天会抛下我 走回以前那条路
请原谅好奇的我
因为 我更在意的是未来

只是你太会隐藏了
又不说出来 自己承受
我只好慢慢地挖掘 慢慢地探索

一整天
一直想找个机会和你解释
在Clinic时
在Cafe时
在Library时
就像你常说的 - 天时 地利 人和
我手上一个都没有

其实不管发生什么事也好
在冷静下来后都要摊开来讲
别收在心里 一个人承受
因为对方永远不会知道那些躲藏在你心里的想法
而你也不知道自己的想法是否如对方所想的

我很简单的
要的也不多
只要你爱我

最后 送上 龚柯允 - 简单的我......